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| Wow, back at this site since like... 2 years past and wow was I emo back then xD
But I have to admit, its really interesting to look back, 2 years ago, and look at my thought process and see where I came from and see the psychology of my own mind and its strange past hahaha
There are probably somethings that still haven't changed about me, but still.
Well since I'm adding and entry, and everything else that was ever on here was emo, I thought I'd add a happy poem I wrote in English class. Its called the secret to happiness (or If), enjoy~
If you can light the way of others,
While others seek to darken yours,
If you can lend a helping hand,
Despite the fall they let you land,
If you can offer words of hope,
While others seek to cut your rope,
If you can be their only friend,
While rivalry they do intend,
If you can tame the pain of foes,
While disregarding your own woes,
If you can push them to the top,
While all you have is what they cop,
If you can give your pride no value,
While providing for the pride of all around you,
If their wrath you can console,
Despite their failure to know your toll,
If envy you can shun with glee,
For achievements you have come to see,
If their needs you can fulfill with joy,
While only greed they may employ,
Then you my friend have embraced,
True happiness which can not be replaced.
P.S. If you know an actual poem called if by like i think it was rudyard kipling or whatever (who the heck names his kid rudyard haha j/k kinda) we had to make a poem modeled after that so yea, it wasn't plagiarism, we had to use the same method... ^ ^
And also, I think I might open up this xanga again although I doubt anyone will read it cuz noone uses xanga anymore but it will be there for anyone with open eyes. But this time it will be POSITIVE things just so whoever wants to read them, may do so.
P.P.S. You know, when you make fun of dead people, it suddenly gives you an eerie air of feeling and kinda makes you uneasy, I don't think I'm gunna do that anymore. Okay, I just thought I should put that out in the open.
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| something to always remember: control is always good haha
well, life's sucking as usual x.x
I'm losing it... lol I thought I had overcome all of my fears and depressions and blah... I was so sure, I didn't hav a doubt in my heart that I would be able to stand up strong and never falter ever again. I even confirmed to myself I wasn't lieing to myself this time, I would be a strong girl that can take anything life throws at me... I guess even my heart can lie to me, better than my mind. Kinda pathetic. I'm back here writing these entries again.
I don't have the ability to help others anymore. It doesn't come to freely as it used to. My pride gets in the way now.
Remember this: One tworn betweeen two tasks, can not accomplish either one. One tworn between two paths, can not walk down either one.
If you're going to make a decision, make it with ur whole body, mind, and heart, don't leave it partially sided or completed. Be determined to complete the task; walk down the road, with everything you have, block out all doubts and fears, if it is truly what you want to do. That is the only way to achieve to ur full potential.
Everyone is almost completely innocent when they are born. But born in a world of sin, its impossible not to go along with it. Sin teaches the innocent many things, thus tainting them with sin themselves. The innocent don't learn what suffering is until they've seen it and once they do, the wrap themselves in it as well. They lose to its appeal. The innocent will not know they are suffering until someone points it out to them, then they will begin to cry in their despair.
The innocent are strong. The wise are weak.
Forgiveness is a trait of the strong, not of the weak.
daily babbles by Purple.
P.S. there is more than one way to lie.
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| hiya everyone~! I decided to get rid of this xanga... I decided my thoughts are better off welled up inside me. that way, I might be able to control things better. and influence things better as well. Well Leave ur last few commentz for this xanga ^.~ I just think this site was pointless in a way... my thoughts nvr stay the same they always change, no use writing it down I suppose lol so n e way, like I said, leave em~ | | |
| okay, wow, I am bak and I have regained all of my 6 senses (6th one = common sense). The last entry kinda scares me, not cuz of what I said but like cuz of the way I couldn't control myself and the way I was thinking... haha amazing how much the way I think can change after a quick shower... well I said I despised hope in the last one... well, hope's the only thing that is keeping a lot of people from giving up... it's sorta.. illegible, I guess. But its there for us. I have a whole bunch of new thoughts now... I'm such a confusing person, even to myself, haha. well, not gunna say much after that... nitez ppl | | |
| people say life is horrible. They would rather die to ease their suffering. so why, is it, that people can still smile at the smallest things in life? why is it that those ppl are still alive and they put up with these things...? why would you stay alive when you scream in pain? I guess the answer's not too hard. It's in the human nature. They are persistent, and no matter which way it may go, they still have the tiniest bit of hope in their hearts. No matter how deeply hidden, it's still there. When people are in the darkness, they tend to like the feeling of the darkness, and they want to fall deeper into it.. in most cases, we do, but if that's the case, then most people should be blinded and unable to walk because they are blinded, no? No. there's still that light called hope... it's small, but it's persistent and stubborn. that small ray of hope, is enough to keep the people alive and to keep them striving for something. Striving for life and it refuses to give up, no matter how torn, and how blinded they may seem, it will always be there. The person themselves may not realize it themselves. However it is always this way: As long as one does not give up, hope will be there, and as long as hope is there, one will not give up.
I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe that a path can be chosen for you, but noone controls ur fate. Only you alone control your own fate. One maybe as powerful as God, can give you a path in which you must walk upon. But you are the only one who chooses on how to walk upon and to keep walking. You alone have more power than you think. The only one that controls your life is you. Your fate, is only in your own hands... The road may have been made by others. You can have passengers in your car. But there is only one driver's seat, and you are in it.
No matter how different or cold, everyone is but a child inside... A child that wants to be appreciated and accepted.
No matter how serious or sensitive the fact, it will not ring truth to you, no matter how many times you tell it to yourself. Even if it becomes a theme of your life, it will not be fully admitted unless someone significant to the fact also admits it. Only then will it hurt or make you laugh... in most cases... you only seem to notice this concept when it hurts.....a lot.
People don't realize how important it is to be yourself until certain changes occur in their life.
It's easy to admire and look at the stars above you. But look down and admire the flowers at your feet once in a while too.
People learn how to fall apart a lot easier then to get themselves up. A child will know better than a grown adult to keep running and not stay fallen when his legs have given in. The innocent child will try to keep running with his friends, becasue he does not know his leg is injured. He will keep running so he can be with his friends. A grown man would stay there and wait for help, for he knows it will cause him pain to keep running.
well, those are my thoughts for the day I guess..... A lot of people these days... that seem to give me answers... so why... can't I solve my problems? lol It's a strange world after all~ | | |
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